Sorry I’ve been absent in recent weeks. I’ve been learning that a manuscript is never truly finished, and the rounds of editing are busy, burdensome, and after a bit quite boring. One thing that never loses its electricity though is that you have a real live living organism in your hands, and it is growing and changing everyday, every time you work with it. It is an exciting time. I finally got a break though to write a bit of a blog post due to extremely sorrowful circumstances. My Aunt Deborah passed away on September 26, 2012, after a valiant fight with cancer. She is loved and adored by all her family, which includes one sister, four brothers, her only son, and countless nieces and nephews. She was an indispensable member of our family, who fought for her life with strength and dignity, eventually leaving this world behind to join two of her brothers and both her parents in Heaven, beginning, as the scriptures say, her everlasting life.
It was during driving up to her funeral from Virginia to New Jersey that I decided to forgo music and tune in to an audiobook. I originally wanted to find something on the history of Loudoun County, Virginia so that I could be learning valuable information that would serve me well in my second job at Thomas Balch Library. But, wouldn’t you know, there are no audio books on the history of Loudoun County, Virginia. So, I took stock of what I had. Instantly I was drawn to Viriginia Woolf’s A Room of One’s Own. It was read by the divine Juliet Stevenson, whom I highly recommend for any audiobook. She has a delightfully English accented voice, and does an amazing job on that other famous Virginia Woolf book, Mrs. Dalloway.
A Room of One’s Own deals with the subject of Women and Fiction, in a dazzling style only Virginia Woolf is capable of pulling off. The book was first published on October 29, 1929 in England. It was based on a series of lectures given at Newnham and Girton Colleges at Cambridge in October of 1928. Both Newnham and Girton are women’s colleges at Cambridge, or at least they were then. In the book she describes “Oxbridge,” (a combination of the words Cambridge and Oxford, the two oldest English speaking universities in the World) and while I am aware that she gave the lecture at Cambridge, as an Oxonian myself, I prefer to believe that she is describing Oxford in talking of the ancient colleges and the Bodleian in illustrating the old Library that keeps her out and their books in. She starts her lecture listing all the different ways a lecture on “Women and Fiction” could be given. Is it about how women are presented in fiction? How women have written fiction? Or a mixture of both? Woolf then asks for the license of creativity afforded a novelist to tell the truth of Women and Fiction through the use of Fiction. Basically, saying that through the use of fiction, or lies, one can glean truth that straight facts could never deliver, and I for one and compelled to agree.
Woolf then, with great skill and artistry, paints a picture for us all of the luxury and riches afforded to men, and the basic necessities women of learning are forced to fight for. What Woolf proceeds to do is not just talk about Women and Fiction, but she subtly points out the gross inequalities of women and men, and makes that point that in order to write fiction, true fiction, a woman needs money and a room of one’s own. Her masterful conclusion being that men are naturally given money and a room of their own, while women are bogged down by expectations of how women should behave, how a wife should present herself, how a mother should raise her children. While men are free from these expectations to do as they please.
Woolf doesn’t just write on Women and Fiction, but the postion of women at that time in general. They didn’t have examples of strong independent women to follow. They didn’t necessarily have ready access to higher education that wasn’t some form of a finishing school. They had to fight for their right to write. And, Woolf does that here in the most sublimely quiet way. This book, this lecture isn’t just about Women and Fiction, even though it is wholly about that, it is also about the condition of women throughout the ages.
In hearing it read to me so beautifully by Juliet Stevenson, I was struck by the masterful language, the visceral images painted with Woolf’s words, but mostly at how privileged I am to live in this day and time where I could get and education just as good as the education given to the men in my class, and I could have a job to support myself, hell two jobs to support myself, and still have time in the evening to at least contemplate my writing, if not go the extra measure and still write something. The book felt all at once horribly dated, yet horribly current. Women still need money and a room of one’s own to write. I believe that wholeheartedly. While that playing field between men and women in regards to writing fiction now seems level, it is not. Women still have to fight a bit more than men. Just take J.K. Rowling as an example. She used her initials instead of her name Joanna Rowling to dupe male readers into reading her book instead of passing her over, not all that different then the ploy George Eliot used to get her work read and published.
I guess my point is, having it come to it crumbling and fumbling my way through, not have painted a picture of such profound beauty the words themselves seem sacred as Woolf did so well, my point is that I agree with Virginia Woolf then and now. I think this book should be read for what it has to offer readers by way of opening one’s mind to a new understanding, but also because it is so well written it almost hurts to read knowing I will never be that gifted. It is a pleasant read, especially on an almost October day, and a beautiful book to listen to on a long drive to a sad place. I strongly suggest everyone pick up a copy of A Room of One’s Own by Virginia Woolf. It is the type of book you’ll go back to time and again throughout you life. My first time reading this book was when I was 21, three years ago, vacationing alone in Paris and Amsterdam. The book itself, coupled with the sincere rush of independence I felt touring the most beautiful parts of Europe alone, makes this book one of my favorites not only because of its content and author, but also because of the lovely memories of sitting in a Parisian Park on an almost October day, reading one of the greatest texts English literature has to offer. I swear those days are the closest thing to perfection I know.